i thought i was ok but i highkey wanna drive off a bridge or maybe go 90mph straight into a brick wall lmao. i won’t but i rlly want to. life is shit at the moment and it’s only getting shittier my dudes 🤪🤙🏻
My blog theme in the first year of being on tumblr: carefully chosen font, ‘professional’ style, high quality neutral images with “deep” meanings like the ocean and sunrises. My blog theme after 4 years of being on tumblr:
Probably going to share this daily to combat the spread of false info
i’m so tired of the whole fucking “zutara was actually going to happen but bryke decided to cater to the fans and make kataang canon instead” bullshit. now i’m just gna send this ss lmao
fandom has taught me not to make my villain a skinny conventionally attractive white man because no matter how horrible I write them, some degenerate is gonna do mental gymnastics to excuse their shitty behavior and ship them with my heroine despite an appalling lack of romantic chemistry
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people claiming that “fandom will ship anything” as though skinny cis white boys don’t get fawned over even if they’re serial killers
people dunking on kylo ren
kylo ren fans who are desperately upset by people dunking on kylo ren
you think that will save you? hirsch created a one-eyed triangle demon who tried to murder children and look what fucking happened
I have a lot of feelings about the fact that Bucky pulled his punches – figuratively and literally – for the entire movie.
No, seriously.
Think about how he fought as the Soldier and then how he fights when he hasn’t been triggered. He fights like a motherfucker, don’t get me wrong, but it takes him a lot longer to get through the apartment fight scene in Romania than it took him to get through an entire building of highly trained professionals, many of whom were ex-SHIELD and/or Avengers in Berlin. And he had Steve to help him in Romania.
The difference is how much he cares about the people he’s fighting against. As the Soldier, the only thing that matters is the mission and compliance. As Bucky, he’s trying his damnedest not to kill anyone.
If Bucky remembers as much as it’s implied that he does, he knows full well what he is capable of. He knows his own skill level intimately because it’s been tested again and again and again.
He knew the entire time that he could get out of that prison box and get back to freedom but he also knew that in order to successfully do that, he’d have to kill people.
He let himself stay captured and let himself almost die several times because when he told Steve, “I’m not gonna kill anyone,” he meant it from the bottom of his heart.
Bucky just?!?? cares SO MUCH??!?!?!?
It literally breaks my heart I love him so much, he wants so badly not to hurt anyone anymore? He says “That’s smart, that’s a good strategy” when Steve tells him the authorities want to kill him and he doesn’t even sound angry, and he just sounds resigned and so, so tired when he says “It always ends in a fight” because he doesn’t want to fight anymore
He says “I don’t do that anymore” and “I’m not going to kill anyone” and then he fights his way out without killing anyone, without picking up a weapon.He begs Zemo to stop when he starts reading the trigger words. When he wakes up after being triggered the first word out of his mouth is “Steve?” because he has to kow if he’s okay and the first question he asks is “what did I do?” and then freaks out because he didn’t want to hurt people anymore but they used him again and that was his worst nightmare
And he worries about Steve’s friends so much, too? He literally goes wtf no when Scott makes that quip about tearing himself in half even though he’s kown him for maybe thirty minutes and on the quinjet he asks Steve “what’s going to happen to your friends?” because he. cares. so. goddamn. much.
UGH, YES TO ALL OF THIS
His “that’s smart, that’s a good strategy” is just so detached. He’s just nodding and agreeing like, “yep, if that were me, I’d do that, too,” because he knows how dangerous he is. He knows all the things he’s done.
And you can see it in his face when he says it, the way he panics a little. Not because people are trying to kill him but because he knows he’s about to fight and he’s never quite sure what will trigger the Soldier. Never quite sure if he’ll keep his mind when he fights or if the Soldier will take over and he’ll have even more blood on his hands.
The thing that’s so sad about this whole movie wrt Bucky, though, is that the choice is taken out of his hands again.
Tony and Steve? They choose their paths. They choose their stances, they choose whether to sign or not, they make their choice again and again and again.
But Bucky didn’t choose any of this. He didn’t choose to re-unite with Steve again, he didn’t choose to fight again or to put on the Soldier’s clothes again or to even turn himself in and be prosecuted for his crimes.
If it were up to him, he’d still be living a quiet life in Romania, just trying to make the best out of a shit situation.
But it’s not up to him. The choice was taken away from him and this whole slew of events was forced on him because of one man’s desire for revenge. Because of Zemo, his choice is now “fight or die” and neither of those really a great choice at all.
does anyone have a kataang fic masterpost they wanna share??? i cant find one and i just. want to indulge in my #1 otp for a while. i miss them. so much.
I’m coining generation Nobody Knows for people born in 1995-2000
generation Nobody Knows has the qualities of both Millennials and Gen Z. We are broke and miserable like Millenials and frothing at the mouth and out for blood like Gen Z.
